
America
Frank, E.R.
New York: Simon Pulse, 2002
Annotation:
America is a young boy who looks like every possible race and has just entered a mental institution, Applegate, to help him recover from his past of foster cares systems, sexual abuse, depression, and lacking his mother's love. America's sessions with his therapist start off with silence, but slowly as America learns what has happened to him was not his fault, he also learns to trust his therapist and find love from a childhood sweetheart.
Reason for nomination:
America's life and story come in sporadic moments. As he describes multiple times, he's trying to block out his past by not thinking, but somehow the memories (both good and bad) seep into his mind. He calls this going soft, and America's reasoning is that he has been at Applegate for too long. While his therapist, called Mr. B., tries to get America to talk about anything, he is sometimes fronted with hostility. But what is interesting is America's escape to Mount Everest, which is the first topic that America shares with Mr. B. It's the place he escapes to in his mind as he tries to block out the pain.
I love the way America comes to conclusions in his mind; like when he realizes after Mr. B.'s vacation, that his therapist actually does care about him and comes back to him. Around this time he also makes the realization that he doesn't want to stay at Applegate forever, but is scared of getting "lost in the system" as he puts it.
One of the most difficult things that America struggles with is his firm belief that he killed Browning and therefore is bad and unwanted. He suffers from being unwanted by everyone except Mrs. Harper, Clark Poignant, and Browning. He describes the beginning that his mother, a crack addict, gives him to a rich white family, who decide they don't want him once his skin begins to darken, and they give him to their nanny, Mrs. Harper. Yet, even though he was loved by these characters, it is Browning that causes him to suffer and lose his ability to trust anyone.
America also struggles with the separation from his brothers, and tries to build a bridge with Brooklyn, whom he finds at Applegate, as he was detained for substance abuse. While he tries to pretend that his brother's existence in his life once more is not important, you can see that America is very affected by Brooklyn's presence and wants badly to be thrown into his life once more.
With each memory being opened up, we find that America, who despises himself, is a wonder. His clever banter with Mr. B. and trying to sort out how to trust anyone that comes close and tries to help him leaves readers with tears in their eyes and lumps in their throats. His confusion over what he's feeling, his dreams, and trying to find out if Mrs. Harper still cares for him are questions the reader hold his or her breath while waiting for the answers.
The thing I loved the most about the story, and one of my reasons for nominating it, is that while at the end America learns to trust Mr. B., how he will turn up once his time with foster care is over is unknown. But you can hope that he will become someone more special than anticipated at the beginning of the story.
Another reason for the nomination is that even though America lacks the vocabulary and understanding to express what's happening to him as he suffers from depression, he finds some amazing and descriptive ways to show the reader how much pain he's in. E.R. Frank had done an amazing job in trying to embody the essence of the child of a crack addict, abused, and thrown to the system as he was lost between the invisible lines of placement. There were times that I forgot that this was not a real journal.
The only frustrating part of the book is being stone walled by Mr. B., who answers America's questions with more questions. But at the end, America realizes that these questions help him try to figure out what he's feeling inside and why.
Genre
Realistic/Edgy/Coming of Age